Been a while since I posted I guess I need to get in the habit of posting more.  This weekend was wonderful until late last night anyway.  I got to go see my love Sunday morning early, was a great visit got the full hour and I loved it. I love him so much, it gets harder and harder to leave him each time. Then went to Idaho Falls and saw 2 of his three girls we had lunch. Sometimes it is hard not to want to just bring them home with me and take care of them. It was a good lunch, then back to Pocatello, got gas and started back to Twin Falls, but got to stop and have a few minutes with Alyce. It was so good to see her, I really thought she or Jr were mad at me for some reason. Then went to Twin and spent some time with Chelle, I really enjoy my time with her, but last night by bed time I was on the constant verge of tears and by the time I got in bed was balling. Today has not been any better.  One thing after another today has had me crying. Hopefully it will get better soon.

Feeling a bit lost today, do not know if it is due to depression or just because I have not felt well the last couple of days.  Need to get my butt in gear and get stuff done but just feel like I am in a fog. Luckily not too much that has to get done other than housework and grocery shopping..